Since childhood, there has been plenty of insecurity. Trust is not native to me. Faith is like excercise to me.....I was going to start today but I got caught up.
People like me need a backup plan in order to give 100% to anything.
I'm a firm believer in doing what works for you, especially when choosing a career. If you need that type of security, then that is what you need.
The challenge is to be aware if how much time and energy you devote to your endeavors. I encourage you to give your all. I challenge you to put all your eggs in one basket......if that is what works for you.