If your path isn't clear to you just keep going. It's that "one day at a time" thing. Today you can do what you can and you can do something. It is the small things. For me, it's this post, telling you that I am struggling with how to reach you. Today, this works and it's no less important than any word that I am allowed to communicate to you in the future. Your educational efforts or research into a new career or a conversation about the changes you want to make. They are no less important than the end result itself. It is what you can do today. The catch is that you must keep going. You actions will provide clarity. Eventually.
"Action and reaction, ebb and flow, trial and error, change - this is the rhythm of living. Out of our over-confidence, fear; out of our fear, clearer vision, fresh hope. And out of hope, progress. "