Well, how are your finances?
MOTIVATION:
the act or an instance of motivating, or providing with a reason to act in a certain way
As much as I relish at the thought of NOT worrying about bills , thus far, it has not made a difference in my day. I still have financial obligations that I cannot handle and that chew at me leaving a part of me raw each night.
With that said, you are going to have to find what really motivates you in order to grasp the desires of your heart. That's what I am going to do.
BTW, if you study people and success, you will notice that they weren't motivated by money either. Most of them, for the most part, were motivated by something, good or bad, but money came much later.
Cool Resources about Motivation:
http://www.pickthebrain.com/blog/21-proven-motivation-tactics/http://www.psychologytoday.com/basics/motivation
http://www.motivational-well-being.com/